I miss so damn the ways you treat me. The ways you treat me
made me feel like I am the only girl in the world. It still lingers on my whole
day.
I miss when you asked me to stand next to you, excatly in
the left of you when we were going to cross a road. You said “Come to my left
side!”. I was wondering before, why did you said that. But then I realized, you
did that cause that is a protection to me. You protected me. I was thinking
that if you were in my right side, you are the first one who crashed into if
something accidental event occur. I realize then, that’s so thoughtful you are.
I miss when we were in a bus on our way to hometown. I miss
when you wrapped my body with your jacket or sweater. You put it on my front
body without touching me. That’s a sweet thing, it is!
I miss when I would go somewhere, and you were always ready
to accompany me, even when I was not asking you to do that. When I would go
somewhere alone, you always wanted to accompany me. When I said “I’m okay to go
alone, don’t worry about me. Allah protects me” and you said “Allah protects
you through me!”, and then, I was speechless.
I miss when we were on your motorcycle, and then the rain
fell, you move your motorcycle to the edge of the road and stopped. You said,
“Here, wear this rain coat” or sometime when you didn’t bring the rain coat,
you said “Here, wear my jacket”, and I said “And you? You will get wet. No, you
wear it, I am okay, I have worn mine, my cardigan warm enough.” You replied, “No,
you wear it! I won’t you get sick!”
I miss when you always accompanied me home, even I don’t ask
you to. I know you must be tired at that moment, and I said “You can go home, i
know you’re tired. Let me go home alone”. But you said “No, I don’t want to.
How can I go home before I fix you that you arrive safely?”
And the most influaential part of you which makes me hard to
move on is...
I always emphasize on your college, I want you to run your
college well. One day, when I wanted to go to hometown alone, and I know you
have to attend your college but you wanted to accompany me, you said “I have
many examinations, I can take the appendix or the continuation, but I just have
only one girl. I just have only one ‘you’.” That’s make me feel as if I am the
most important thing in the world. That’s make me feel that I am the happiest,
the luckiest girl in the world. That’s make me feel so worthy and precious.
That words always makes me cry whenever I remember that. I
never found a one like you before, and so do now. So far I don’t find any guy
which as protective as you.
Yeah, I miss so damn the ways you treat me!
//Gem// 05192013
